The pain is not all in your head

It’s been an interesting morning. Or should I say, mourning.
I’m okay.
I got approximately one hour of sleep total last night, keyed up from what happened, and having run out of Ambien, I was unable to take anything potent which would help send me off in to the land of Nod. I decided to just stay [...]

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Cleaning House

Getting back to real life when your world has been filled with nothing but chaos for a couple of years is harder than it should be. I keep trying to make trouble for myself—drama where there isn’t any. That needs to stop.
Last night, exhausted from fighting my inner doubts and negative thoughts, I went home [...]

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Taking back the night (and day)

In going through this breakup process, I’m discovering a lot of things that I never knew about myself and that I never had to go through before. For instance, in past relationship breakups with boyfriends, I don’t remember ever hanging on so long or so hard as I have with HWSNBN.
Saying that, I’m sure it [...]

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